pro ana & thinspo

i'm going to come out and say it. i'm addicted to pro ana sites. i'm adicted to looking at thinspo. i'm addicted to hunger pangs.

i remember how i stumbled acros pro ana. they were on a blog i followed, the girl was talking about how she thought they were disgusting and should be banned. so i looked at it just to see what it was. i became obsessed. i couldn't even go a day without looking at it. but recently i've noticed how easily accessed pro ana thinspo n'all is. it scares me how people can get onto these websites. i know that ana has become a major part of who i am now, but i wouldn't wish it on anyone. i wouldn't want anyone to experience what i am.

such a messed up world that we live in.