how do you get up from an all time low?

i seem to fuck everything up. i eat way more than i should. i'm failing most of my classes and i only have three! my family hate me. ughh

i'm changing. right now. i'm going to try harder to stop being this horrible fat person. to pass my classes. and to make my family like me again.


fuckk. the things i'd give to be happy. i'm fucking misserable.