ten secrets

1. i'm jealous of my friends
2. i blame myself for my granny's death
3. i've never told anyone how much i weigh and i never will.
4. i can't remember what happiness feels like
5. i have trust issues and i don't believe in love
6. i'm a catholic but i continually question my religion
7. my mum hates me. and my dad wants nothing to do with me
8. once i leave northern ireland to go to uni, i'm never ever coming back. 
9. i put on a mask everyday. no one's seen through it
10. i want to do something great with my life and i want it to end with a bang. so that people won't forget me.